Been awhile, lots to update.

Bob was the start of this blog, so we’ll start there. Cancer is back, he’s on chemo – low dose. Cancer isn’t the problem though, the aspiration pneumonia is. That man has been through so much, and has fought his way through it all. No details – bottom line – he weighs 132 pounds, he is on tube feeding nutrition through a G-tube and he prays daily that God will take him to heaven.
“Kim, why am I still here? Why won’t God just take me?”
Bob is such a good man, I hate that he is in this place. He STILL pushes himself to try and work and be productive. And God bless him – he IS PRODUCTIVE.

I don’t pray that God takes him, but I have dreams that he is gone and I’m alone. I go to take care of his feedings and hold my breath…”is he alive?” PTSD? or just me preparing myself. I love him. I wish he was ok. I hate this. And I’m tired. I can’t imagine how tired he must be.

Katie is herself again. Acutally better. Blessed – God is good.

Dad is gone. Will address this in a later post, I’m too emotional at the moment. I just feel like it’s time to write again. Time to get my feelings on a page, read it back to myself and document how good God has been to us, and know that He is still with us and still blessing us.