Whatever will be, will be? No, I don’t like that. I was taking a walk and found myself singing this old Doris Day song. I’ve never really been a ‘whatever will be, will be’ sort of person. I guess in theory it’s a nice way to live…but when you get right down to it I think I more of a ‘what’s going on here’ sort of person. The future may not be ours to see, but we can have hope for our future. I may not have all the answers about what will be….but we do have a future!
Went to moms this morning. Took some home made strawberry jam, mom and dad made biscuits and pancakes, eggs, ham, hash browns, coffee and juice. Aimie and the boys, Bob and I, mom and dad all had breakfast then went out back on the porch to visit. Mom looks pale. She’s very tired. I kept telling myself that we walk by faith, not by sight. I hate cancer.
Bob had a rough day. Feels sick to his stomach (hope its not the jam), had to give him more anti-nausea medicine again this afternoon. Tomorrow he starts collecting his urine in a jug for 24 hours, then have to deliver it to the hospital Monday morning. They will see how his kidneys fared through the transplant. Fun, fun. Two doctors visits next week. I think we’ll try to get back to work too.
Jordan and Katie came over this afternoon, we made more jam. And I also made some brioche bread. Tomorrow morning – fresh bread and jam. Living it up!