God doesn’t need chemo

While Aimie was texting me from moms doctors visit….that was a text that made me laugh. God does not need chemo. Nope. He doesn’t.

I’m still feeling a bit under the weather, sore throat. Today Paula woke with one too. So Aimie accompanied mom and dad to the doc to get her biopsy results.

I’ll just copy the texts that we sent:

Aimie: pray for peace, gma anxious about results
Me: peace that passes understanding. Do we trust God? Ask her
Aimie: I know. Judges 6:23
Me: yes!!! Just looked in bible, have that line hi-lited. Peace be unto Barbara….she shall not die. Her faith has healed her.
Aimie: amen. She’s reading bible on my iPad. Psalms. Pray for gpa too.
Me: sing His praises, we walk in victory. Walk in confidence.
Aimie: gpa speaking in fear. I rebuke that. We speak life
Me: lift your head up, our deliverer draws nigh.
Aimie: amen. Hosanna to our king
Me: we do not fear bad news
Aimie: I am excited, we are getting good news today
Me: gma is a child of God, a daughter of the king. I pray peace to all of you. Peace in that room. Pray when you go in…peace flooding that room. And you
Aimie: amen amen. Praying, having gpa speak the word too. We feed on the word daily and out of our mouths we speak truth.
Me: amen
Aimie: do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid (Jn 14:27)

Aimie: temp 99
Aimie: b/p 118/64
Me: praise Him….He is worthy

Aimie: amen. PRAY
Me: haven’t stopped
Aimie: maybe worse….but we walk by faith
Me: marrow worse????
Aimie: worse or same.
Me: god still in control. Not the chemo, not the doc. She feels better, God is moving.
Aimie: yep. Amen. To God be the glory
Me: she ok?
Aimie: I think….doc speaking life.
Me: amen
Aimie: doc agrees with me, says she looks really good, tests not lining up with how she looks. I told him she’s healed. He agrees.
Aimie: gma told doc Bob was healed without any chemo. He got better and cancer left after chemo.
Me: yes, god doesn’t need chemo
Me: that’s funny…god doesn’t need chemo
Aimie: yeah, on way home now

So, we are not afraid. Mom not afraid. Ever since that morning when she woke up and said “something’s different”. We believe that something changed. God is moving. We don’t need a test to tell us she’s better. She is better.
The doc wants her to “keep doing whatever it is you’re doing….keep up this attitude…you really do look great. I was worried about you, but you look so much better.”
He told her he’d call for some consults from the doctors downtown…Bob’s doctors. But she thinks that the tests will eventually line up with what we know. She is healed.
We will not fear.

Hold on

As soon as we take a deep breath and feel that we’re starting to see an end to this crap….hold on. It’s not over yet.

Dad called yesterday morning from the clinic. Mom was on day 6 of 7 of chemo, and she had a fever of 101. Dad was nervous, scared, wanted us to come. Paula and I went to the hospital to meet them. Mom didn’t look great. Very flushed, breathing rapidly, just not good. The nurse had talked to the on-call doc (remember mom’s doc is in Cancun), the on-call doc says to draw blood cultures, urine cultures and start chemo then send to the ER for evaluation. I know that God is in control, I know because it feels like no one else is. I will hold on to God.

After some pretty emotional conversation with the nurse…and then some pretty serious praying and anointing mom with oil….we left the infusion center for the ER. Mom went in a wheel chair. The ER doc starts with, “we think she’s in blast crisis” then says he’ll talk to the oncologist on-call and decide what to do. After a chest X-ray, a flu swab, some Tylenol, and a bag of fluids….we wait. Dad cried a bit, so did mom. We all did. But hold on……

Thank you God, we pulled ourselves out of the tailspin the doctors words had just put us into…we started speaking faith. Why do we have to believe what this doctor says? Why do we have to believe blood tests? Why can’t we believe what God says instead? We can! We can believe God. We were going to choose to believe God. Gods word is true. Gods word is true. Gods word is filled with promises for his children. We are his children. We will choose to believe him. Faith, rise up. We will claim his promise of healing. Mom be healed. ┬áHold on, it’s not over…

One small miracle…my cell phone rings and it’s our dear friend Pastor Marilyn. She called to pray. We put the phone on speaker (the phone that had no reception minutes ago) and we gathered around mom. Stan, Teresa, Paula, dad and I prayed with Marilyn. We laid our hands on moms body and spoke the word of God to her. Cancer be gone. We declared her healed, and we are believing God will heal her.

The doctor returned, “well that was encouraging…the oncologist says it may not be blast crisis because she has a lot of good white cells too…blast cells only about 20%. So he said if she had responsible family with her we could send her home. Come back tomorrow for blood draw, this may be a bad reaction to the transfusion she had Thursday. If counts are worse we have to admit her.”

Some call us responsible…we took her home. Aimie came over and read the bible aloud. We cried, we prayed, we laid our hands on her and prayed again. We are choosing to believe God and not man, God and not bad test results, good news not bad news. We encouraged each other with the word of God. Faith rise up!

I talked to Michele (oncology nurse cousin) she says by today it will declare itself. Yes….we declare her healed. So today total white blood cells down a bit, all else unchanged. Not in blast crisis. Stalled. We will take stalled…now we will pray again and call for healing. Cancer be gone. Go away. We rebuke you in the name of Jesus. Mom is a child of God. His promises won’t let go of her.

We will hold on to God.