Maybe I think a blog should be encouraging, or interesting…and all I can do when I sit here to write is question and complain. WHY? Why is cancer attacking Bob again? Why are we dealing with this fight again? Why am I so discouraged? Why am I feeling defeated? Why us? Why, why, why?!?!? No one wants to read this, no one wants to listen to complaining. Heck I don’t even want to listen to it myself. So instead of puking all over these pages I had decided to keep it all inside. Good choice? I think not. Soooo….let the questioning / complaining / puking all over these pages begin.