January 26th, 2014
2014! Where has the time gone?
Haley called yesterday and asked if I could give her a ride to a friends house. She came over and sat for a bit. I fed her and we talked. She is going to stay with a friend, the friend she had been living with got kicked out by her mom….therefore Haley is now homeless again. How bizarre that my 18 year old niece is essentially homeless. Floating from couch to couch, living with God knows whom. I hate it. But can’t fix it. She’s basically living her mother’s life.
If mom were here Haley would be living with her. Or if mom were here Haley would be living with her mother, who wouldn’t have run off to live with God knows whom… Every relationship she has is broken.
Just finished a time of fasting and prayer with my church. My prayer? I think just for clarity, and a deeper relationship with God again. I want to feel Him near. I think what I learned is that I’ll need to move closer to Him and that this relationship will require work. I started marriage counseling with Bob to work on that relationship…is there relationship counseling with God?
If broken relationships are to be mended, I Guess I need to start with God.